Am I to ever be over this? It’s been a year and seven days and still, seeing your face; hurts. It hurts. My heart immediately aches, pains, it’s like in that moment I can feel you again, feel the pull of your heart strings still so apparently intertwined with mine. What else must I do to become unbound? I have cut ties time again, I have burnt your letters, I have prayed and cried and wrote and writ and sang and sung and poured it all forth. Yet now, in this moment all that work is undone. Just that one glance that one image has ruined it all. How dare you keep holding me like this? How dare you continue to have such a strong hold upon the emotions of my heart? You made me buy chocolate and sit in the sun too long and leave things required to be done until the last minute. How dare you?
And the most painful part; is that you wouldn’t even know.
Bon Iver | I Can’t Make You Love Me
The White Stripes | It’s True That We Love One Another